The one that said dreams were real

Poem

Thu, 20 Sep 2012 02:13:47 -0400

As much as I had fought the urge

My fingers head south

Through the wilderness

And into the darkness

Where nobody has ever dared to explore before

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Sun, 11 Dec 2011 15:02:46 -0500

In The Spring

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 14:56:51 -0500

(2006) awww so young.

when the great white blanket covers the earth

the quilt too thick to spring back up

the whirlwinds beakoning me to spread my joy

but I can’t because I am asleep

a thin white coating upon my petals

dim reminder of what pink used to be

too scared to open up, afraid to be frozen again

everyone around me is praying I’ll bloom

and let the sunshine in

but I can’t in such a sinister and cold world

maybe I’ll open up in the spring

All Alone

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 14:55:01 -0500

(2011)
Pain runs through your veins

You’ve bleed out all your joy

Watch the people fade away

Never realize you pushed them

When you pulled them closer

Broken glass is your eyes

Distorted pictures

When you look in the mirror

7 years of bad luck

For shattering your views

Tears of forgotten laughter

Tears of pain

No longer tell the difference

Your heart is lacking sunshine

Too much rain has fallen

You see in colours

That paint a world in your mind

Where you go to everyday

But you can never really be there

I stand there with an open hand

Hope to help your lonely heart

Because I was shattered too

And I was all alone

My Answer

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 14:54:33 -0500

(2011)
You extend that hand of yours

Towards me, that’s what you’ve done

But it’s empty

You know it’s closed

The hand that used to shape me

It’s been closed since you could no longer

False sense of longing

You may think remorse consumes you

You can pretend I left a hole

That I ever held a place

But wind whistles through the cracks

Of the structure that was never solid

I let the injustice go over my head

But now the winds clearly rage

My hands were always gentle

In the way you must treat the gods

Open, gentle, innocent

Your hand were always shaping

I could not move past your talons

Without bruising my weakened soul

Caught in your fist

No, your hands were never open

And now my hands are closed

Kiss From an Angel

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 14:46:02 -0500

(2010)
So fair is the fallen maiden

Tears as soft as silk

Sharp as diamonds

They cut her face

On the way down her cheeks

So foolish be the wanderer

Who finds her face endearing

Who finds her saddened call

That of an angelic choir

Her space in heaven

Is surely waiting by

Wave of the dampened handkerchief

And together they depart

Behind she tries to leave them

The evils that grab her hair

And tickle her ears with madness

“You must go back

Your heart is not just

It is but an anchor

Your ship can never float”

But she’s given him the angel

And the space she held in heaven

Yet he caresses the naked bones

As if her skin was pearly white

And he kissed her one day

Just when the night was newly born

Sandpaper bones and handkerchiefs

Will he hold them

If the anchor falls

And the ship does sink on the fallen maiden

Wind

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 14:43:05 -0500

(2010)
Villain I have become

I set the bar not long ago

Seemed that time had grown

To fall apart I have no right

No right for peace or joy

For some things never die

Even when they’re laid to rest

Some things never drown

Form the bottom of the ocean

Some things never burn

Within the middle of a fire

They linger deep within

And emerge to claim your heart

When it’s well on its path

To a heavenly place

I can never obtain the wind

So the sunlight is my hero

But the wind rustles my hair

And I’m back in the cloudy storm

Acid Rain

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 14:37:16 -0500

(2010)
Acid rain

Go ahead and sink into my veins

Blood can’t last forever

On days there’s too much bleeding

And eventually I’ll deserve

The eternal pain

Of acid rain

Satellites

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 14:33:07 -0500

(2009)
Satellites

Circle around me

They like to spin

As I walk up the hill

And kneel next to the well

I send my words to help them

They catch the sky

Like ashes

Sends the satellites to wander

The sky’s a fiery color

Robotic parts are falling

The world’s a massive structure

And I’m alone atop a hill

Power Of Words

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 14:27:19 -0500

(2010)
true, words can be like sizzors.

they can be dangerous weapons plunging into our hearts.

but they can also be like music and magic

and shine light in what you never knew could exist

and fill your world with wonder

you just need to find the right mouths to listen to

Where I'm Supposed To Be

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 14:26:00 -0500

(2010)
Nerves erupt

Under the surface

Looking up for once

To the sky that sets me free

Summer covers like a cloak

Over my shoulders

On this frosty night

Another chance to fly

Because I’m back

To where I’m supposed to be

Let emotions flow

Share a secret message

The fear floats to the surface

Anticipation fills the air

Like a fog that touches earth

Waiting for that word

That clears the sky

And stars arrive with the sun

The moon and clouds come out

And I’m back on the mountain

In the meadow, in the plains

Sitting by the river

The ocean, the lake

The sands of the rocky shore

So happy I could cry

Tears of joy replace tears of pain

Because I’m back

To where I’m supposed to be

Colourful Mess

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 14:24:50 -0500

(2010)
Colourful mess

My heart is crimson

Locked in a colourful mess

My eyes are solemn

Focusing on something afar

The angels on my face

The angels in my voice

Fly to the heavens for now

Leave me as commoner

Has the holy left my soul

In the eyes of my protector

His heart is in my sky

But I brought rain into our realm

I brought winter

Snow that freezes spirits

That locks you

In an unmovable stance

All because you brought the summer

Made my sun shine heat

Instead of my weakened light

I went to sleep warm

Covered by the heat of my smile

Felt close, felt safe

So that night I cried

And I shoved it away

Pieces of silver magic

Into the lilac river it was formed

And we walk into autumn

Watch the crimson leaves depart

Locked in their colourful mes

Safe Haven

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 14:24:07 -0500

(2010)
Seven minutes of your time

I want to sleep

Want to close my eyes till next week

Fall away into a secret space

That lies within a hidden line

A small set back of time

The moment the world stopped for me

Has gone and I am empty

In my safe haven

It was my dream alive

Soft in the harshness of that day

Weak, I will fall to my knees

And cling to that sense of home

I hide from the world for my safety

Ripped away when I am happy

Brought back when I’m in tears

Seven minutes my heart feels better

Twenty-three hours I wait

I crawl, I try to go back

But all I do is walk backwards, ahead

I fade into those precious hours

In the sacred corners of my mind

Feels best when I sleep

I want to sleep

Want to close my eyes till last year.

Evil

Sat, 10 Dec 2011 18:57:45 -0500

(2011)
Dagger string around my neck

Could not move

Could not escape

Evil smile, you pulled that string

Tied to the chain link fence

Below the Sightlines

Sat, 10 Dec 2011 18:54:56 -0500

(2010)
Above becomes below the sightlines

Crushed by the weight of the critical eye

My voice has been stolen

Yet my silence angers you

To the core of where you stand

For I am below the sightlines

Shake off the misery

As you hold it down upon me

I try but I am engulfed in the madness

Trust has left me alone with doubt

It may not be your fault

But it is you who is the reason

Standing alone I cover my virtues

And banish the reason

That used to keep me alive

Without it I can’t be harmed

For they choose to see me transparent

When I am not connected to your hand

Now I have lost my ally

And now I’m nothing but the drifting wind

The End of March

Sat, 10 Dec 2011 18:52:52 -0500

(2011)
Anticipate the glorious horizon

Dreams that rain on the night

The ground is turning back to green

The smell of the moment my life began

Shed my fur and grew those feathers

We’ll be ok

Because we share this place

I Am No Bird

Sat, 10 Dec 2011 18:50:48 -0500

(2011)
Cliff’s edge, falling feathers

From my outstretched wings

Like leaves, twist to the ground

Like leaves off a mighty tree

Angel, bird, we are none of those

I am not of greatness

I am not a holy being

And you were not god whispering to me

We grow to reach the sky

We grow at the edge of cliffs

Our roots will keep us from falling

You may bring your axe and hack away

For I am no bird, I can’t fly away

I don’t need a house. That can be broken too

My roots will hold me in

My wings will help me reach

Dust blinds the sky

As you rub your feet in the sand

The sky laughs at you

Rain falls as you write in the dirt

Washing you away

Feathers wrap me up

I am no bird. But I can still fly away

Flip a Coin

Sat, 10 Dec 2011 18:49:16 -0500

(2011)
From the bottom of a wishing well

I crossed the line, broke a barrier

Tumbling down came quite a brick wall,

Bludgeons to the icy calm

Like secrets to the untrained ear

They broke away, they fell apart

Onlookers ooed and ahed

What a magnificent feat!

And all the kings and queens did sing

At their welcoming feast,

They did rejoice!

Then came the wreaking ball

Tattered ruins became the shops

I remember it well, the ones that sold satin

And the sweet shops I used to wander

But that’s what happens when they flip a coin!

And you don’t have a say in heads or tails

Oh, never did I think he would flip

Like those coins you use to make decisions

The ones you throw in wishing wells

I became a wish tossed in the water

And I was stuck there

Gazing at the mass destruction

O, but as I was saying things do flip

And instead of a wish, like a shooting star

I became a meteor plummeting down

Onto a fine city like the one we built

Night Faeries and my Minute Friend

Sat, 10 Dec 2011 18:48:21 -0500

(2011)
Well our time, it came

Maybe a few months late

But suddenly my minute friend

O the fairies did seem to fly

Around my face

O what soft wings

Shudder silver down my soul

As I realized my minute

Was truly our hour

The magic dust falling upon this day

Reflecting the moment

Our paths did cross

O the lord or whoever

Decides these momentous occasions

You thank him as well

I’m not praying at an invisible alter

As we approach the day

That ends our year